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Use my blood as ink to write u this letter

Use my eyes so I can see u better

Use my feet to guide me thru this weather

Use my ears so I can hear u better

He says im going thru sum changes

When in fact changes done went and came

He said there’s gonna be sum down ranges, and test ranges

When indeed it was ,,,,,a totally different ball game

I sometimes searched for him, thru the pages of my book

I sometimes read his verses; too see if I would really get hooked

He tested me thru the hardest times, and proves to me my greatest strength

Bad times turned into sweet rhymes, just by me loving GOD in greatest lengths

Real friends lasted, Fake friends faded

God love always outlast it, he always sends me blessings as if im D” WADE’IN it

----------this one is not done, just a thought

How can I love hard?

When I only love soft

But my heart is arm guard

Trying to avoid being scoffed

2011 WILL BE A PROSPEROUS NEW YR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s a new yr and I just threw the trash out

Watch, im a spread around the crop like Brussels’ sprout

Fuck her since she tried me

Im fly down to the hygiene

I keep shit tight like a supervisory routine

Even my words make u bounce back like a trampoline

If u wanna be my friend meet me on face book

Wanna get all friendly, please take another look

illustrious 2011

I was tired of giving up, and now givin up is the last I have to give

Life has maybe become too intense, but I swear I will outlive

And with his life he breathe, I promise I will never misgive

It is my duty, to raise the best qualities in a real man, so parts of me can relive

Note to my son “Never fight too eva loose

Neva chase the seduced reused

Always count how much givings u do not how good u can do  

So ur blessings can come in two’s--------------illustrious 2011

R.I.P JB

U was too young son to throw ur hat in the ring

Fighting like a soldier ,with everything to conquer anything

U contravene, although they kept you quarantined

25 years, and then pouf then  your gone

Now, how am I suppose to move on

Now tell me how the show is suppose to go on

When it still remain dark in the mist of the dawn

2009 the fifth day, of the seventh

While I watch u smile and struggle your heart beginning to  leaven

U left and caught the grey hound right straight to heaven

wishing that you can win the battle once again

Or Be born again

With Your loss we will forever suffer your royal pain

I’m not gonna just keep you mentally alive

As if you’re an archive

I admired your strife

You were larger than life

I still pray for you at bedtime

I still wish I could of giving you some of my enzyme

And maybe you might have had a longer lifetime

At least you would of been here at this point of time

Every body has their time god needed an angel and it was u that had to go

He needed a commando to guard heavens chateaux

I will still look for you in the clouds after the rain in the rainbow shadow

And keep my hellos in my pocket until we meet again tomorrow