Feb 17, 2020

BIPOLAR By:illustrious 2011©

I use to stare at ur shadow
Just watching how ur aurora would glow
Now their just flicks of memories though
I wish I could have them back,,,, so
I caress ur pictures as if u were here after before
As if u never let ur heart beat out that front door
I wish I could have them back,,,, like a crack Fein wanting some more
We was here together but our mind was offshore
Couldn’t keep asking myself  questions that I never had the answer for,, so I ,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Pretend,,,,,,,, as if im painting my own fairytale
Dropped my seven dwarfs, cuz I thought , I thought I knew u well
Tried to make it heaven when u made it rain hell
i even tried to paint gloss on it, when u made it pastel
I knew it had to be a time for words of farewell
Parts of me want to escape and turn back the hands of time
Just to spend more time
 With you in this lifetime
During good times,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,our love use to sing like wind chimes
But other times seems like silent mimes,, and I
I use to stare at ur shadow
Just watching how ur aurora would glow
Now their just flicks of memories though
Then again I don’t think I would want them back,,,, soooo

DeJaVu